A midnight post

我不是故意要侵犯你的隐私，
但我这么做是因为担心你。。。

我不是故意要惹你生气，
我知道这是我的错。。。

一切事的发生，
是因为我的性格引起的。。。

我知道你是为我好。。。

因为习惯了领导者的态度，
我不擅于低头，妥协，
才导致了这场冷战。。。

笨虎，ah boy,
谢谢你们。。。

对不起。。。

现在已经是1.22分

相信你早已睡了。。。

祝你好眠吧

31/8/2012

31/8
Friday

First time went out with the dream factory.

Kinda nervous....

Reach school around 8.45

Then go to Kota Damansara sun Suria.

At first was told that we gonna play badminton.
But then later was ask to gather and sit in a group according to our zone

Then start to explain the rules for the game.

Only realize that we gonna have friendly match.
Captain ball!!!
Total 16 teams playing.

What an awesome game!!

And unexpectedly BSD won champion!!!

Haha....what an experience

Met with a lot of new friends.

What a happy day^^

Prefects Night

11/8
Friday
SD Club

Spent an awesome night with the prefects.

Do had a lot of fun.

Thank You^^

Pesaraan Pengawas

31/7/2012
Tuesday

Official step down...

Time flies.

From year 2008 till 2012

Starting as a probate for 6 months,
2 years at biro PA,
2 months as Ketua Dimerit,
8 months for naib setiausaha,
and lastly,
Penolong Ketua Pengawas 1

Throughout these few years,
a lot of memories and experiences,
had fill up part of my memory.....

Although had always complain and do regret for being a prefect,

when the time comes,

the time when you are forced to step down,

thousands and millions of feeling just come into my mind...

Thanks to the seniors and juniors,
for what you all had taught.

All the best~

Hari Keusahaan 2012

14/7
SMKBSD1

Opening ceremony....
Wakil for scout to join marching wit the other 4 ketuas

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went to the carnival to get something to eat
wit jeff n marcus

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went helpout at the haunted house

quite fun

a lot of  students were scared!!!

do until 2.30pm

then walk down wit my bao bei...

a lot of sweet memories gained when on our way down<3

i miss ot sooooo much....

SMK BSD1 sports day 2012

19/6/2012(Tuesday)
Stadium UIAM

reach school 6am
met with the scouts at scout room,
then settle kinabalu food.

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at stadium,
busy wit the kinabalu first,
coz the runners need their number.

then suddenly mum called.

 i was asked to turn to my left hand side,
n was surprised to find out that my parents came to support!!!

my day started with the first event,
scout marching.

so nervous when kinabalu perform their formation as i am oso the leader of blue house.
thx a lot to my blue house buddies to help me in charge of marching so that i could concentrate more on scouts.

then scout turn!!!!

soooooo nervous!!!

hmm.....no bad but somehow quite long......

but v do made some mistake that should not b forgive...

sorry.....

skip the rest of the marching part.
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100m was straight after marching.
exhausted....
as i had to command loudly during marching....
silver...
lost to the same opponent...

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200m,
super exhausted!!!!!!!
first 120m,
i was at the 4th place.
at the last 50m,
 manage to catch up n got 3rd...

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400m,
 exhausted till the MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 first 100m,
 last place,
200m,
 7th place,
 300m,
 6th place,
 350m,
 run like a siao po!!!!
 manege to get 3rd.
 fuyoh!!!
 tired dao!!!!!!!!!!!
 thx to all my scout juniors for cheering n taking care of me<3

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n finally the last event...
4x100m
as expected,
CHAMPION!!!!

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prize giving ceremony,
those i expected to win, we lost...
but those expected to lose,we got champion....
scout marching,
2nd place.
i really couldnt understand y v lost to kadet polis...
kinabalu marching,
unexpectedly,
we got champion!!!
however,
in overall,
kinabalu was in last place........

Scout Camp

25/7~27/7
SMKBSD1

finally here comes the camp....
quite nervous...

friday was skul teachers' day celebration.
went skul as usual wit 5 big bags of stuff...

then start doing prefect duty as usual.

assembly until around 9++
then i skipped the rest of the celebration

rest n start preparing camp stuff wit juniors.

went downhill alone to buy lunch n name tag.
went matahari then redbook then grand union then padimas then back to grand union again then again padimas...

reach skul around 10.30.

after skul start cleaning up wit yan nee n mei yee.
around 1pm shannon,wei ven n yee hui joined.

had a lot of fun throughout the whole afternoon...play game...water...

then at night,ice breaking.nothing much

night walk....the scariest i ever had...........
dun wan to think bout it again

first night didnt sleep.non stop check the juniors.

second day nothing much too....

that night slept early,
tired i think??
the worst part is juniors surrounding u looking at how u sleep
= =

Tarik Tali

24/4-26/4

Tarik Tali for the sports day.

girls first round wit Santubong
final wit Tahan

boys wit Ledang

girls first match i didnt attend but i attended their final.
fight wit girls.

boys match i was there too.

so proud of my blues.

<3 ya...

*it hurts it worth.my quote to the blues
*they did super well.im just dissapointed wit my way of leading the team....TT

a sporty week

19/3

Olahraga training after assembly
n got our new jersey!!!is blue in colour
not bad

n v train till around 11.30am
quite tiring

20/3~22/3

IS THE KEJOHANAN OLAHRAGA MSSD 2012

sooooo nervous!!!
n this is my final year.
so i decided to try something new.

participate in 100m hurdles,400m hurdles n 4x100.

100m hurdles,
met wit last year runner n she beat me again this year...
silver...

400m hurdles,
the same runners as 100m hurdles,
n sadly due to injuries on my left leg,
silver again.......

4x100m,
the most pek chek event!!!!
im looking at my gold medal flying away....
LOOKING AT IT!!!
fine....since is over.....

23/3,
finally back to school^^
whole day rushing homework...

24/4
KEJOHANAN MERENTAS DESA!!!!
got 12th....unexpected...
hug hug wit the juniors...

then went to mcd for lunch...
chit chat for 2++ hours...

15/3

Rainy day again...

Olahraga training.

Do a lot of physical training.
Then oni start my hurdle training.

Oops...
Hit the bar n slip to the ground in front of the juniors....
So embarrassing...
Wrong estimation...

Then go mamak to have lunch wit bro,phek yan n mun yi.

Ate a lot!

Everyone was like never eaten for past few days!

Then walk back home.
To wangsa permai!

The funniest part is phek yan n mun yi wanted to walk back to sunway spk,but they walk the wrong way!

So funny.

Therefore decided to go my house first then oni decide wat to do.

Reach my house,
Lying lazily in my bedroom,then watch cartoon,eat something,online,girls talk,gossips,secrets reveal...

Also had moonbuck!

I love the girls<3

*oh,btw,my new name is selena tan gomez.thx to my bro n mun yi...

My 17th bday

22/2
had an awesome day!!!

the best bday i ever had!!!

Friends n Juniors 
receive A LOT of presents,
dolls,cards,umbrella,mug,tumbler....
wishes...
lots of unexpected stuff.

went out of class around 10am to conduct scout activity.
went to the toilet to change uniform.
when a came out,my scout juniors push me to the corridor,
n suddenly from no where,
some of them came out wit a cake,singing bday song!!!

so surprise!!!

it was during the first recess n the whole skul was like:wats hapening??

volleyball juniors,
haha..
did receive presents from them oso.
n oso hug everyone of them^^

cheerleaders,
hmm....
quite unexpected...
came to wish n hug me too...
wa...
all the leng lui leng lui le..

prefects,
a lot of wishes too.

classmate,
all went to the back of the class n suddenly called me when im facing in front.
HAPPY BDAY!!
got present too^^

Family
Stitch n Sone badge!!!
a boaster^^
big big boaster!!!

sone badge,
super unexpected!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!

had an awesome celebration wit my family<3

3/2/2012

Mei huey:

Im really sorry bout wat I hav done to u.

Is understandable that u dun wanna join the camp.

Im sorry that I didn't do my part well.

I noe that im the one that suppose to go for the camp but bcoz of my selfishness,
U r suffering now.

I hav told ur sis that scout team will give up n i'll explain to teacher. As this thing would happen bcoz of me.

Im willing to put full responsibility about this.

Im so sorry n I hope u wont blame ur sis.
This was my idea to ask u to go....

2012 volleyball mssd

Is my final year to participate in this tournament.

I had played for 3 years...
Still didn't won any title before.

Forget bout it.

K.reach skul 6.20am.
Senior fetch me to skul.
Had mcd bought by team mates.

Slept on the way.
Funny bus used to long way n make us stuck in a traffic jam.

First match is against dato harun.
Lost a little bit.
Maybe not enough warm up.
Accidentally injured left hand when my position is center.

Next is catholic.
Obviously is gonna lose.
But v still play it seriously.
Dive twice.ouch...
Even fell out of the court n bang the wall.
N oso accidentally bang elaine.sorry:p

After 1 match,u18 players mood had start to change.
Me n ling start crying.

Then the whole team's mood is super down.

After the last match,some of us burst into tears.
The atmosphere inside the bus is kind of weird.the u15 r super high whereas the u18 r super quiet...

Reach skul around 4.

Had some rest then help the u15 to train as they made it to the semi.congrats girls.

7/1/2012

Volleyball training as usual.

Promised my parent that after mssd,will not go back for training anymore.
Coz need to focus on my spm!

New members coming today to join the u18 girls.
Then had training wit them .

Had a court game wit the u15 girls.

After training planning to go back home straight.

Then elaine came inviting me to join them for lunch at ams.

Used ams wifi to log in to my fb.
Then the gurls start to play something crazy.

Me,francine,brenda n cassandra play spamming each other fb.
The 4 of us were sitting face to face,side by side...

Haha.had a lot of fun wit the juniors.
Then suddenly came out wit an idea of spamming elaine wall.

It was cool when 4 person spamming 1 person wall at the same time.